No thought is good or bad, stop constructing such inner catastrophe…
Why don’t you simply look at thought?
View it with no preference or judgement? See it for what it is, a mere thought. This is how you stay away from inner conflict with oneself. There is no need to create disaster in your own heavenly abode, which is mind.
Always remember that there is only one thinker, so no matter how much thoughts contradict one another, ultimately and truly they’re all the same thing! So, in all honesty, and in actuality, it is quite silly to fight and fuss with, run from or reject, your thoughts.